When I was fourteen years old I lived in Madisonville Texas where I grew up with four brothers. My parents got divorced and my father moved away to take a better job. My mother broke her back when I was two, so at a very young age i learned to help take care of my family.At this point I met Mike and at the time I felt as if he was my rock. It felt so good to be able to lean on someone for a change and Mike, for a time was that person!! He was. seveneteen years old and naturally we got into a sexual relationship and then the abuse started !!! I worked at a theatre and my boss seen Mike slap me across the face and confronted Mike and I knew I could not hide the abuse any longer ! I played basketball my freshman year and mike wanted me to call my coach and tell him I was quitting basketball and I said NO , so mike picked me up in the air and brought me down and slapped me across the face and my brother was coming out of bedroom and seen him ! My brother pushed mike on the floor and I ran out of the house in my bare feet in pouring rain to our tree house in the woods ! I was so scared and KNEW I could not hide the abuse any longer !!
Then i got pregnant.He must of known I was looking for a way out and he thought that by getting me pregnant he could maintain control over my life. So there I was a young pregnant teenager! NOBODY ever talked to me about birth control. I remember the last few days of school being sick in the girls room. Only God KNOWS the confusion,tears and fear I was feeling at this time.
I told my mother I was pregnant and she arranged for me to have an abortion in Dallas. At this point I was six weeks pregnant and had absolutely no idea what I was about to undergo. Before I knew what was happening I was laying on a cold table in a white room. My life would never be the same. When I left the clinic I saw other girls just like me. Young, scared and confused. It is something that has stayed with me my entire life.Then me , my mother and two younger brothers moved to Maine ,where my mother was from !! Our family was scattered from Maine to Texas and was a very SAD time in my life !!!
One night at fifteen years old I was alone in our new Maine apartment. I turned on the television, flipped a few channels and stumbled onto a show about abortion. For the first time in my life I realized exactly what I had done. This film made it clear to me that I beared responsibility for the death of my child. I understood that at the time of conception a human being is conceived and that they deserve the right to live just as we do. Oh the pain I felt, there are no words that could describe it. “My God, My God. What have I done?” I began crying and screaming. I ran into my bedroom, locked the door and cried for hours. I pounded the walls and cried out, “why?”. If wrote to President Trump and I am doing every thing I can to try and make it a law that before any woman has an abortion should have to see a film on abortion and be educated before taking her own baby’s life.If I would of been educated on abortion my baby would be alive today and i would not have to carry this PAIN for the rest of my life.We need to realize that we are making a decision that will follow us for the rest of our lives. We are so young, confused and scared that we don’t realize the horror of our choice until later in life. I have never been the same. For years I would cry for hours in the corner of my room. God has forgiven me but it took me years to forgive myself. The pain never leaves. I named my baby Michael after St Michael the Archangel and I know that I will hold him in Heaven !!! I wrote a song named “If my womb had windows” and another named “Tears from the heart”. God willing I will soon write a book detailing my stance on abortion and my values as a Christian. If I can save just one baby it will be worth writing about and talking about the pain that I have suffered. Even though it is difficult still this is what God has called on me to do. I have not talked about this time of my life for years but whatever doors God opens for me concerning abortion I will be on the front lines fighting for the rights of all unborn children.
This is why I started Savinggodsunborn.com. For my baby in Heaven, for your baby and for all children who have yet to have their lives taken from them. For children on Earth who need us. For mothers who are hurting from an abortion. This website is for all of us. For anyone who is abused, lonely or tired of living this site is for you. Anyone in a abusive relationship PLEASE get out and PLEASE reach out for help and don’t hide the abuse cause it won’t go away and only gets worse.This site is to spread God’s love and for you to know that you are special no matter who you are or what you have done.We also need to pray for the abuser.PLEASE reach out for help and ask for forgiveness.Jesus loves each and every one of us and together we can pray for peace on Earth. We can pray for our youth ,the abused, precious and innocent children on this earth who are unloved and abused by their own mommy’s and daddy’s but are sooooo loved by Jesus and for our innocent little unborn.”BEFORE I FORMED YOU IN THE WOMB I KNEW YOU.”
I am going to build a church called HEAVEN. ON. EARTH !! This church will be dedicated to praying everyday for children who have been abused or God’s sends them to us ,we will always be here for God’s precious children young and old, the unborn and everyone affected by the tragedy of abortion,miscarriage or loss of a child.There will be a wall in our church with the names of the unborn including baby Michael engraved upon it. There will always be a candle lit to represent life. So that people can realize how many lives have been lost. If you are a parent who has suffered through an abortion, miscarriage or loss of a child and you would like the name of your unborn child on our wall please send me their names and as much information you feel comfortable sharing. Our goal is to spread awareness through this website and the church to help women make the correct decisions with their lives and the lives of their precious children.4,000 women choose to abort every day.Thats about 1.5 million abortions each year.On my front page of this site look at the picture of baby Zoe Grace with her precious little hands clasps together like she is praying and also the picture of Mother of the unborn,the blessed mother holding an aborted baby with the precious little hands clasps together praying.God is SPEAKING through these little angels asking us to PRAY for the unborn and our innocent little children who only need our “LOVE!” https://youtu.be/93sMFN0w-4A
I know every baby lost or aborted goes directly to Heaven. A human hand should never end a life. The cries of the unborn reach God’s ears. A child in the mother’s womb is a human being from the moment of conception. Created in the image of God, to love and to be loved. Let us pray that nobody will fear protecting that little baby, to help that little baby reach the world healthy, happy, full of life and potential. Jesus said “If you receive a little child in my name, you receive me”. Life is the most beautiful gift from god to mankind. I have given my life to God and I will spend the rest of it helping others. Especially God’s little children and the unborn.Please lets help save the unborn!! PRAY everyday!! When prayers go up,blessings come down and i will pray every single day of my life for abortion to finally end.Martin Luther king had a dream for equal rights and God answered his prayers and many others..At one time this seemed impossible but with God all things are possible!! Martin Luther King’s dream did come true and that is because he was a true man of God Red and yellow,black and white ,we are ALL precious in his sight…..!We are ALL God’s children loved by our heavenly father who looks at what is in our heart and not at the color of our skin.Slavery was wrong and abortion is wrong and that is why I BELIEVE God will also hear our prayers and my dream will come true for abortion to finally end.Hand in hand lets pray for abortion to end. I am pro-life and if you are pro-choice I am not here to argue with you but only tell you I do not want anyone to feel the PAIN I have and there are no words to describe the sorrow in my heart and soul i have for my precious little baby that lost his life and praying his little life can help save others.”You saw me before i was born.Every day of my life was recorded in your book.Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed.”PSALM 139:16 NLT God is Pro-life!! “Before i formed you in the womb I knew “YOU” For crisis pregnancy help or post abortion counciling call too free 800-848-5683 or 800-395-help.You can also go to prolife.com,priestsforlife.org,silentnomoreawareness.org,Rodparsley.org and 40daysforlife.org for additional help and support for life.
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Trump has allowed our politicians to show their true commie colors, RINOs included.
“Never interfere with an enemy in the process of destroying themselves.”
Trump is stepping back now to allow the military to take over and arrest the traitors.
He can’t appear to be the one taking them down. And he’s not taking them down.
Military is taking down the shadow government with Trump’s expert guidance.
Q said, “military is the only way.”
This was always “the plan.”
All levels of government were infiltrated/corrupted, including the courts. This is now clear to all.
98% of DC is corrupt. Republicans and Democrats.
Anons know this.
Trump had to allow the FULL extent of “swamp” corruption to be exposed including MSM propaganda/complicity, CIA, FBI, DOJ, the Vatican, and globalist elites.
The “invisible enemy” infiltrated our government through commie money and controllers.
Remember, corruption is the tip of the iceberg.
Degeneracy, pedophilia, trafficking, satanism (including human sacrifice & cannibalism) is underneath. All politicians were blackmailed. We have the video evidence of their atrocities. Epstein held the key. We have the key now.
This is THE STORM. There will be many “surprises.”
We’ve been waiting four years for this day. POTUS said it when he took office and posed with FLOTUS in the White House with full military around him for press.
“This is the calm before the storm.”
“What storm, Mr. President?”
Q outlined the entire plan out via coded clues.
Fasten your seatbelt.” WWG1WGA. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RCx6AOvDjcM https://youtu.be/93sMFN0w-4A
Donald Trump will be President 4 more years , says the courts of heaven !! NOTHING can stop what is coming !! I GOT MY MANTLE FROM GOD THROUGH KAT KERR IN FLORIDA AND WE TRUELY ARE BLESSED BEYOND MEASURE FOR GOD TO GIVE US A REVELATOR DURING THIS NEW TIME ON EARTH, THAT OUR HEAVENLY FATHER SAYS IS THE KINGDOM AGE !! HEAVENLY FATHER WANTS US TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM AND OUR ONLY TRUE HOME HEAVEN WHERE WE SPEND ETERNITY WITH THOSE WE LOVE !!! WE ARE THE GENERATION TO SEE HEAVEN AND THE GLORY OF GOD COME TO EARTH !! TIME TO RULE AND REIGN WITH OUR HOSTS OF ANGELS IN THE SPIRITUAL REALM AS JESUS DID AND SAID WE WOULD !!! AFTER LEAVING KAT KERR RETREAT I CAME HOME AND SEEN MY HOSTS OF ANGELS WITH BIG LION HEADS AND A RAINBOW APPEARED IN MY BEDROOM ON THE CEILING FOR 3 DAYS IN A ROW AND RAINBOWS COME OUT OF THE THRONE OF GOD SO I KNEW I HAD A DIVINE INTERVENTION FROM GOD AND WAS OVERWHELMED WITH JOY AND TEARS !! MY DADDY WENT TO HEAVEN WITH A LION BLANKET ON HIM AND I NEVER KNEW HOW PROFOUND THAT WAS UNTIL I SEEN MY HOSTS OF ANGELS WITH BIG LION HEADS AND HOLY SPIRIT SAID , MY FAMILY HERITAGE WAS LION OF JUDEA, MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN THE SAME !! THOUSANDS OF GOD’S CHILDREN ARE RULING & REIGNING WITH THEIR HOSTS OF ANGELS AND WE ARE TAKING THE EARTH BACK FROM THE WICKET !! WE ARE ALL CHOSEN TO BE HERE FOR ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL TIMES ON EARTH !! GIVE YOUR LIFE TO JESUS CHRIST AND YOU WILL START LIVING HEAVEN ON EARTH !! THE KINGDOM OF DARKNESS IS BEING EXPOSED PUBLICLY AND GOING DOWN BY THE HAND OF GOD !! HER BOOKS REVEALING HEAVEN 1 & 2 THAT PROVE. SHE IS A REVELATOR FROM HEAVEN !!! WE SERVE A MIGHTY GOD !!! Esther 💜
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EVERYONE WILL BE SHOCKED BY THE SURPRISE ENDING
By: Wanda Alger
When we eventually witness the finale to this global drama we’ve been enduring, I believe EVERYONE is going to be shocked and unnerved by the surprise ending.
When the revelations break and the truth is told, EVERY individual is going to be humbled and in awe.
We are going to realize that each of us has only seen IN PART. The supernatural realities of the Kingdom will be revealed as never before. That which God Himself has been orchestrating from generations past, will cause every knee to bow and acknowledge that He alone has the authority and final call over the affairs of men and the plots of demons.
“No eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor the heart of man imagined, what God has prepared for those who love Him.” (1 Corinthians 2:9)
NO ONE has fully understood what God has planned for us. None of us can fathom the depth of His thoughts as He has been writing this story from the beginning of time in anticipation of this moment. This has nothing to do with vindicating man or proving a point. It has everything to do with God vindicating His own name and claiming His rightful place.
“For My own sake, for My own sake, I do it, for how should My name be profaned? My glory I will not give to another.” (Isaiah 48:11)
Stand fast in this moment of anticipation and know that even in this “dark winter” we have not been alone! Heaven’s armies are backing up the earth realm because of the rising swell of God’s people declaring that HE ALONE is God! The collective cry for justice, truth, and righteous rule reached heaven’s ears a long time ago and they have been drawing closer ever since. The false rulers of this age on their man-made thrones are about to be eradicated and replaced. This dark season is about to be a long-lost memory and but one page in the history books. SPRING is just around the corner and it is heaven’s TIME for NEW LIFE and NEW BEGINNINGS.
The season is about to change!
This will be a collective cleansing and humbling in order to form a more perfect union under the Lordship of Christ. The sovereign right of the Champion of Hosts will overshadow every other claim to ownership. HIS is the only true authority that has the power to change the affairs of men and overcome every scheme of hell.
No one can predict how it will unfold. We only know it will. God has been preparing us all along for this epic demarcation in history. Where the enemy is hoping we come to a disastrous BREAKDOWN, the Lord of Hosts is preparing us for a global BREAKTHROUGH. Remain fixed in this hope that redemption draws near and the world as we know it will never be the same. The finale is quickly approaching and the Master of Ceremonies will reveal all. https://livestream.com/gomz/events/2547223/videos/219198955
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At the TIME of conception scientists see a flash of LIGHT which is our heavenly father knitting our tiny spirit in our womb !! Our tiny spirits lived inside our heavenly father and that is why he says ,I KNEW you before you were in your mother’s womb !! ALL babies aborted ,miscarried or lost go directly back to heaven in the LOVING arms of the one who created us , our heavenly father !!! ROE VERUS WADE WILL BE OVER TURNED, SAYS OUR HEAVENLY FATHER !!!! BEFORE I FORMED YOU IN THE WOMB I KNEW YOU ! ………………………. Prayer for the SHEDDING OF INNOCENT BLOOD !!!
Father, Proverbs 6 tells us of six things You hate…and the seventh You not only hate, but You call it an abomination-hands that shed innocent blood. We come humbly to Your throne to repent, first for ourselves, then for the Church, our nation, and the world for the shedding of innocent blood. Forgive us for having allowed the atrocity of such an abomination to take place in our land. Although over 60 million have been murdered, we are thankful that each of those 60 million little ones are in Your care.
We are thankful that we are seated with Christ Jesus -Far above all principality, and power, and might, and dominion, and every name that is named, not only in this world, but also in that which is to come (Eph 1:21, 2:6), and we thank You for giving us power over ALL the power of the enemy. (Luke 10:19). We stand in our place of our God-given authority, and, in the Name of Jesus, we BIND the STRONGMEN of abortion, murder, callousness and violence in the shedding of innocent blood and child sacrifice in our land, and we break their power to continue. We cry out to You, Father, and ask that You would open their eyes to see the blood of the innocents on their hands and cause them to REPENT and turn from their wicked ways that You might heal our land (2 Chronicles 7:14) We ask, Father, in the Name of Jesus, that ROE vs. Wade would not only be overturned, but that Planned Parenthood would be shut down all together across the nation (Pro 3: 5 & 6, Phil 4:6 & 7). We decree and declare (Job 22:28) that they are being shut down as we speak (Joel 2:28), in Jesus Name! As the angel blocked Balaam’s way (Num 22:25-27), we call on warring angels to block the entrances to every altar of child sacrifice and “fetus-chopping mills”, and that with Your JUST VENGEANCE, You will deal with the guilty. Thank you, Lord, for hearing our prayer and we give You thanks for what You are doing. All PRAISE, HONOR, and GLORY be unto You, IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME we pray! Amen and Amen.
Esther♡♡♡ Savinggodsunborn.com. New webpage coming soon with new updates, videos and communication
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Fourteen years old and a young girl in love. Seemed all that mattered to me.
My boyfriend was all I had. All I would ever need.
Then one day I realized a change inside me.
I was just a child and this child was going to have a baby.
If my womb had windows I could truly see.
My precious little baby smiling back at me.
If my womb had windows, it would bring tears to my eyes.
To see so many mothers taking little babies lives.
But my womb had no windows so confused at the time.
I aborted my babied life and committed a terrible crime.
Tears floe down my face today, realizing what I’ve done.
God only knows the pain I feel for my precious little one.
If my womb had windows I could truly see.
My precious little baby smiling back at me.
If my womb had windows, it would bring tears to my eyes.
To see so many mothers taking little babies lives.
God knows the hurt I have inside each day of my life.
So if God gives you a child please oh please think twice.
Think about their precious life that God gave you and I.
That precious baby needs you mommy.
Please don’t let them die.
Oh if my womb had windows.
Tears from my heart
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I will fast today and for the rest of my life.
Cause I have tears from the heart and no one hears me cry.
Deep in my soul the pain never goes away.
I have to live with this pain each and every day.
Each day I speak my babies name and wish that he were here.
But my babies been aborted and my heart has another tear.
Tears from my heart continue to flow.
I was just a child, at the time I didn’t know.
I named my baby Michael and think of him every day.
I want to fast now for the ones aborted today.
Prayer and fasting is our father’s words.
We must pray to stop abortion.
We must stop the hurt.
I am screaming inside because of the deep pain.
No one knows the hurt I have. No one knows the shame.
It is hard to talk about and you want no one to know.
So tears from my heart continue forever to flow.
I want to stop abortion and I pray God hears my prayer.
Our precious ones are crying, yet we just stand here.
Tears from my heart, our precious babies too.
Their hearts are crying, crying out to me and you.
So I will fast today and for the rest of my life.
Cause I have tears from my heart and no one hears my cry.t